the last friday of 2013

geez...
i write again today
two post in a week?
oh wow--

to commemorate the last friday of 2013, i told myself that i should write a bit today
as you all know, today is not just the last friday of the year, but it is also the last friday of working days for us who lives in johor
to us government people mostly--

a few friends from other states did asked, how do i feel working on sunday?
all i can say is that, i've never been there, so i don't know
i don't know what to feel
i don't know what to expect
i don't know if it such a good idea, or bad, at all
but all i know is

via pinterest

hehe..but you know what
upon writing this, i am actually looking forward for the new working hours
let's bring it!

on that 5ive!

via pinterest

december has always been that month of love to us
of course to me and the husband
and this december means so much more to us since we have hit yet another milestone in our relationship
Alhamdulillah...

the FIVE years of togetherness
the FIVE years of belong-ness (if there's even such a word ahha--)
the FIVE years of throwing tantrums at each other
the FIVE years of being one and another backbone
is one of a kind lifelong lesson
and yes we are still learning, we are still adapting, and we are still cherished each other company

that anniversary outing at genting was such a blast
even though it was quite tiresome with THOSE two around!
and with no cakes, no fancy gifts, no beautiful outfits
our time was well spent with laughter and giggles

so, here's to my sayang, noranizam

happy 5th anniversary--
marrying you is by far my best decision ever in my life
i love you
i love you
i love you

a not so typical monday rant!

came to work this morning with no-task at all in hand
tsk tsk...
i actually finished all my outstanding jobs last week in order to make way for a new tasks
whatever it will be, because it's a new month right?

up until 10am, i was clicking my mouse and fingers from Facebook pages to instagrams
i've been blog hopping, one blog after another
i've been listening and watching videos at youtube, from Ellen deGeneres shows to The Heirs OST
i was sitting at my place without fidgeting so that the boss won't notice what i've been doing
and then... i couldn't take it any longer
how am i suppose to spend my entire day at my cubicle without doing anything?
this is totally sucks!
if  the previous me, a day with no job is like my utmost little heaven,
the now me, would be feeling guilty all over--
hihi..no need to explain this kind of stuffs right here

then off i went and meet the boss, just to beg for some tasks
you know what he gave me?
the pending tasks that we actually divided between all the staffs in the division since early november,
and the dateline was way overdue already!

well, it doesn't irritates me at all when he asked me to complete the task
what annoys me the most is the fact that i actually already helped a colleague to finish that exact same task last week because he was down with chicken pox!
i'm talking about 80-90 articles or publications that i need to google online one by one just to get all the details e.g. authors name, journal, volume, issue, ISSN, fulltext and whatnot
so 80-90 articles, you times 3?
it's freaking almost 300 articles!

so yeah, thanks to God i'm not pregnant, or sick
cause i'm sure if i were to be in that conditions, the possibilities of me to throw up is very high
definitely--
 

FFL (friends for life?)

well, thanks a bunch guys
i was not in the frame...pfffttt
but then again, fortunately i was not in it cause then people are going to start comparing our sizes
bib and su will always be the XS, fiza (M?), and i'll be the XL (ok, super long sigh!)

actually, husband's going to pick me up late, hence this post came out of the blue
as you can see, i don't usually talks about friendship here
so, just let me do the introduction of who are these beautiful people

from left, she's bib
we're off the same age
and she's totally in love with disney princesses and girly stuffs
you guys should see her previous workplace
it was so full with  those tiny miny little princess stickers all over her desk
yeah, i know, what kind of 30 years old who still loves disney princess?
haha
but i'm warning you, you probably don't want to mess with her
she can be a hard-cold sometimes
at the moment, she's still single, but not for long
her big day is just around the corner...like another 2 weeks away
gulp! as a good friend, my advice to you please please enjoy that single-hood moment
live it to the fullest cause after this everything is going to be shared
which is a good thing, right?
yikes--

the middle one, that's fiza
same age with two kids
she's like the sporty one among us four
lawn ball, netball, and petanque are all her specialties
but she's also the most tired people in the world!
how come?
because she needs to wake up really early
everyday, she will made delicious sandwiches and bring it to the office
and not for free!
duh--
and she's also good at making cupcakes ^^

last but not least, there is suhana
a year younger than us three
she called fiza 'kakak', but me and bib just by our name
why aahh? so rude! hahaha
this girl really loves online shopping (still kan?) and always seek the advice from this master of online shopping herself
ok, that would be me *facepalm*
last time i checked, she's into vintage but then after she's married, she's more into muslimah fashion? ke?
erkk NOT!

oh by the way, suhana and fiza are family related since their husband are cousins
you know what freaks me out? both husbands actually sounds the same... i mean their voices
the first time i talk to ben (fiza's spouse) i thought i was speaking with salih (suhana's husband)
giler ah--

well, here goes to you ladies
may we still be that shoulders to cry on in 30 years to come, if God's willing
may we share our voices that constantly remind each other of do's and dont's

and may we enjoy every laughter together often 

and oh yeah, and may our 'little businesses' that we are doing right now blossoms and expands

'here's to the nights that turned into mornings with the friends that turned into family'

being 30

so the day has arrived and passed
it was last friday
the day of me, being 30

people said 'age is just a number'
people also said 'growing old is mandatory, while growing up is optional'
but i don't want to be a grown woman but with a behavior of a child
maybe, all i want is this...at the moment!

via pinterest

 happy 30th birthday to me!

between Baldi, Barbie and Benang

ok, what's up with all these Bs?
haha--

well, how many times have you heard people mention that 'the kids always say the darndest things!'?
errr...they will not always say the darndest thing, mind you,
but most of the time, there will be some funny new words coming out from their tiny mouth
be a parent, you are privilege to get to across that situation once in awhile
this is what happens to me too, with najah actually
and of course, we have a good laugh every time she spilled out the words
as for nadeem, he is gradually improving on his daily simple vocab in order to catch up with his big sister
so, mama is still waiting for that moment!

here goes--

B for Baldi

najah has some difficulty pronouncing the word 'baldi'
guess what always coming out from her?

Blaaa-di!

i think if other people heard her saying that, they might think that she's swearing some bad word
bloody? blaa-di?
cringe--

B for Barbie

here's another B
hrmmm, on this one,  i don't get it why she has a tough time to say the word Barbie because she always mention it as

Braaa-bie!

why? why? is it that you want to wear a bra so soon girl? duh--
tsk...tsk....

B for Menang

yep, i wrote that right
B for menang

practically, her 'menang' is always 'benang'
like

'yeay, najah benang, daddy kalah!'
'mama, tadi najah benang hadiah kat school!'

trust me, you guys have no idea how many times have we corrected her 'benang' to 'menang'
cry me a river--

so, that's all for now
as i'm writing this, i've got an idea that maybe i should write a column post like 'Nonsensical Words Najah Says' or 'Najah & Nadeem Vocabs of the Day' or whatnot
until then, i'm hoping that she won't learn these so-called 'words' before she's totally grown up

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상속자들 - The Heirs

with lee minho's new project coming out soon (this coming wednesday to be exact!),
my october has become more and more anticipating
shit, enough with this all october thing-y please will you?
hahaha sorry

but hey, i really like his acting
well, apart from his tall figure and the face!
and he does proves himself that he can be much better actor over the years
if you don't believe me, get yourself to watch Boys over Flowers first, which by the way is my least favourite drama of him, and after that go and watch City Hunter or Faith
THEN, you'll know--

in The Heirs he will be pairing with Park Shin Hye, of which the chemistry i really don't get to see between them...yet
yeah, i'm pretty much in doubt state

but let's just hope for the best!^^

the story revolves around a very super rich kids (seriously, they are many chaebols in this drama) who are going to inherit their super enormous family business
and of course, there is our poor girl (damsel in distress?) who get caught up between these rich people
i know, cliche right?
heck, isn't that's the kind of element that we are looking for by watching korean dramas?
too many nonsensical drama...hihi

anyway, below is the 14 minutes and 20 seconds long trailer of the drama
and you know what, i watched it without subtitles
giler--
but luckily, i've taken a basic korean language before, so i think i understand half of their conversation
gah, dream on!
not even close to half...not even close

hey october!

you are like my most anticipated month of the year
not just for any particular year
but yeah, it has always been like that every year
haha

but of course this time it's different
different with a special cause
different with a much more meaningful expectation
different because of these numbers
3 and 0

i am never a dreamer kind of girl
dream big is always not my kind of thing
or, how should i put it?
i'm more like a 'go-with-the-flow' type
whatever happens, happen
and i don't regret even if the choice i make, made a wrong turn

but somehow, when you reach at this point of age
you do want to do something
and you want to do something big
not big enough for some people, but it is for me though
wink~

well, there are two BIG things that have been going through my mind lately
and i would like to put a two years frame in order to achieve the 'things'
insya-Allah, God's willing

but for now, these bunch of people are my soul, my source of happiness
my october!

 

and my happiness level will surely doubled-up if i can have one these things on errr...

'What Jaja Wants On Her 30th Birthday' list

and one only can hope that 'that someone' can read this, hehe~

the time of my life

sad isn't it?
the only reason of why i'm here today is for a book review
-___-
but, oh well
it is not exactly a review but just how i felt after reading this one

this morning i posted this on my instagram and fb
it is taken from the last paragraph of Cecelia Ahern's, The Time of my Life

life... is just and ordinary plain little word
but of course, it has much more deeper meaning
much more different views from any one of us

how's life affected me so far?
i will hit 30 soon
being married at 25, and blessed with a good understanding husband and 2 beautiful child,
how come i'm not proud of what my life has brought me so far
i'm proud, very...

i have a degree
i have a job (not really happy with the salary, but still i love the job! Alhamdulillah...)
i rant on the job frequently, but who doesn't?
i am surrounded with a good bunch of friends and respected colleagues
and of course, a family who always had my back, who always be there for me

but do i want more with my life?
heck, sure i do
just like everyone else, like every other human beings on this planet
i want to travel more
i want to read books more
i want a 5 figures on my paycheck
i want to give more for my childs
i want a new sets of pretty clothes
conventionally, we just want more of everything in our life
but with only a husband i hope... haha

at times there will be hiccups, boundaries, and or we're facing a big hole with no bridge for us to cross over
at times there will be happiness, laughter, and just smiles on our faces

but, all i want is to be forever grateful and contented with my life
bravely endure with every hardships
and embrace with every comforts and blessings from the One

masih ada...

Pinterest

the words says it all~

to survive this blog, i need to have stories

well, i have stories to tell

a lot...

BUT

there's always a but

i blame it on the work pile

i blame it on the 'raya-mode'

i blame it on the time

i blame it on myself, wholly

but hey, i'm still here once in a while right?

and i might just keep it that way

peace-

raya mode already!

apologize to myself because i was unable to update this blog as often
haha~

today will be my last day for work before raya
can't wait for 4.30pm!
since last week most of my job have been settled
so basically i'm pretty much doing nothing at work this week
it is hard coming to the office everyday having nothing to do, you see
i even begged my boss to give me at least something to do
i know she's busy with something, but i don't know what's up with her?
she just doesn't want to share kut!
but then again, she keeps complaining on and on that she has a lot to do
heishhhh
well, she won't be my boss for long now
and i am so happy with that!
giler jahat--

so, enough with the work rants
raya preps?
so far, we're done shopping for the kids
hubby manage to paint the kitchen wall last couple of days
the house still need a lots of clean up
like super lots!
'kuih raya-in-the-making' will only starts tomorrow
yeah, we didn't even buy a single kuih raya this year
my mom wants it to be homemade plak this time
12 bekas kuih, so kene 12 jenis kuih raya ke?
mati--
my baju raya (errr byk pasang jugak) still pending at my 2 tailors
hopefully they'll be able to finish it on time
please, please i don't even want to think on the worst case scenario
yet!
duit raya pun baru nak tukar harini
our budget is tight, so do expect some penurunan yer anak-anak
hahaha
some last minute shopping also might happen somewhere next week before we are going back to batu pahat

for the first 2 days of syawal, i'll be at my in-laws before heading to cherating where my grandma resides
wow, having writing this i actually can't wait for raya!

oh yes, one more thing this raya is very special for me
you know why?
nadeem imran has showing really some positive recovery from his eczema after consume the elken product - kington isotonic and ig6
this week alone i get to sleep pretty much all through the night instead of waking up every hour
he used to scratch and bleed, that's how bad his condition was
and Alhamdulillah, i couldn't ask for more from Allah of what He has bestowed upon us
  

Henry - Trap

heard this song almost 100 times already
ok, i lied
but, seriously this song is REALLY good!
trust me, you won't regret

Aimy Keisya

hi all
would like to introduce our new addition to the family
the beatiful baby keisya

 

she came into our family 28 days ago as my mom's adopted child

and guess what?

i am the ibu susuan!

never have i thought that i will be a someone's ibu susuan

it does feel weird initially, but it kind of washed away when you see her cute, and pretty little face

but then again, as much as i want to cuddle, or kiss or breastfeed her

there come nadeem imran!

he's pretty much jealous, you see

but in such a cute way haha

i was actually the one that gives out the name aimy keisya

aimy means blessing, and keisya is to live well

hopefully, Allah will bless her all the time and she will lead a good life

with us

so now, our problem is how we should address ourselves to her

her adopted mom is my mom

and her ibu susuan is me

what do you want to call me baby?

mama? kakak?

choose...

Ramadan Kareem

wow
it's already the 3rd day ramadhan
how's yours so far?
mine?
apart from my sleepless night (yep, thanks to nadeem imran!) everything is in good condition
mom is staying over at my place since her husband is away to perform his umrah
so yeah, basically i got a master chef in my house!
it does feels great since i don't have to worry of what to cook and whatevs

source: google

so, for this beatiful month, i would like to wish Ramadan Kareem to all of you. 

May Allah swt accept all of our fasts, 

let us walk away from this month with all our sins forgiven, 

strengthen our relationship with the Quran 

and bring us closer to our family and friend!

too(two) good news

i've been holding up this two great news since last week
well, just because i don't want to jinx it
since everything's good, and everything's confirm
now i can spill the beans

news number one?
Alhamdulillah...i have been chosen to receive the award for 'UTM Anugerah Perkhidmatan Cemerlang tahun 2012'

i received an email from the chief librarian's secretary last week saying that she would like to have a short meeting with us on early monday morning
7.50 am to be exact!
of course at first i thought it was just a normal gathering between the chief librarian and her staff
and then i scrolled down to check on other recipients
gulp!!! ok, why is there only my name on the mailing list?
hahaha
immediately, i ym'ed my good friend and she was like congratulating me with all the APC's stuff
i was like, no way! this is only my fourth year here kut
in denial, doh!
but after the short meeting on monday morning, it all has been clarified
Alhamdulillah, again...

the ceremony is next week, with 'batik' theme
so boring the theme haha
i've been eyeing this one particular midnight blue dress from Love to Dress, that i'd love to wear on that day
it's a plain dress, so i think i can find some batik printed tudung or shawls to go with the theme
paisley is some kind of batik print right?

now, move on to the second news...(drumroll please)
yep, i've secured two tickets to watch Lee Minho concert this coming saturday!
SUPER EXCITED okeh
i'm tagging najah along with me
i know she will always be my utmost trustworthy companion
grabbed the tickets by a deal from Groupon
they gave 30% discount from the actual price
yeay...



if i live in KL, i'd definitely wait for his arrival this evening at KLIA
but, one can only hope...huhu

so najah, let's brush up our korean and buy a new outfit!

Maaf

ada orang
kata 'maaf' mereka terlalu mahal
terlalu tinggi
sampai kita susah nak capai
susah nak gapai
walaupun hati begitu mengharap

ada orang
kata 'maaf'' mereka terlalu murah
bersepah-sepah
sampai kita boleh pilih
nak maafkan ke tak

Book Review: As of today!

geez...
it has been almost 3 months since my last book review
and you know what, i finally realize that my forte is only to read books but not to review them
i don't know, but i think i want to blame it on my vocab
haha

so, today i decide to just share the photos of all the books that i've read so far
maybe i will write up a super long summary
or maybe just a few sentences
or worst, just a word!
bear me...
doh, as if someone would read my opinion-la!

here goes...

having read 3 books by melissa hill's (as of date!), i came to a conclusion that she loves to manipulate her readers
there is always some kind of twist and turn, here and there
which is good
question like who's who? what's what? will arise
and upon ending, my usual expression would be like

What? 
Seriously?
Really?
Why didn't i notice that earlier?
Why didn't i think of that?

in sort of way
i think that if i were to read the 4th book of hers, i can definitely give a wild guess of any mysteries that it has
(smiling proudly~) haha

whereas After You is about a woman, Ellie who puts her marriage on the line in order to take care of her deceased best friend's daughter, Sophie
her best friend was murdered, and Sophie witnessed everything
she steps in where she think she is needed, and abandoning her life behind
she left her home, her career, and even her husband

well, this book falls under the 'chic-lit' category but with more substance i would say
a simply good read!

in the mean time, i just started reading this book
just reach chapter 4 by the way

 

and am already engrossed with it!

gloomy

my weather forecast says that i will remain gloomy for the next couple of days

so, here's the thing
what would you do if you want something so bad, but you are just not entitled to?
tsk tsk...

you see, i've been wanting to do this one particular thing
and i've been longing to do it for months already
every day i just secretly hoping that my wish would come true
and that my prayers will be answered
but somehow i just have the feeling that i won't be able to do it
that i might not be able to fulfill it
and as hard as i'm telling myself that i can
it'll turn out pointless at the end
huhu
 
well, that supposed 'thing' is a stupid 'thing' really
and i guess it's wise not to mention here
yeah, even hubby says that my so-called-depression is unworthy for
he's not in my shoes
he will never understands how i feel

help!
i don't know how i can cope

Minho-sshi

hi june!
you're finally here
coz i've been waiting for you like months already
all because of this guy
(matilaaah suami jeles!!!)

well yeah, hoping that i can go and meet him in person
and it's exactly in 25 days countdown
fluttered~

BUT

still haven't get the green light from mr hubby yet
geez...
so how?
must need to push that skill of persuasion up to another level
T___T

so Sayang, let's beat each other in Candy Crush
if i win, you have to let me go to the concert
no wait, why don't i just let you win
i gave you lots of LIFE remember???

Mom's Manifesto

you know what, i'm really glad that i found this in Pinterest this morning

via Pinterest

these past couple of weeks, my life has somewhat become hectic
unscheduled...
messy...
exhausted...
and frustrating
err just to name a few
(haha, bajet drama sangat life aku nih!)

the kids are taking turns with their fever, coughs and flu (and throwing tantrums!)
nadeem's eczema flares up again (and throwing tantrums!)
and najah's super duper whines and wails (and throwing tantrums!)
and i still have a husband that i still need to take care of (well, at least he's not throwing tantrums!)

at times, i feel like the day has no end
at times, i feel like everything is falling apart
i am lacking of sleep, obviously
i lost my appetite
and my energy levels completely drained off
not to forget, my emotion has been on and off the radar too
i get angry easily, which is like my very biggest disappointment!
and i even cry without notice
worst of all, i resented my child and my husband

but then again, who says motherhood is easy?
for me, it's already been 3 years and a half, and i'm still juggling with motherhood
and i am working 8-5 some more
so i guess, i should just keep calm and embrace whatever the God has laid out for me

anyway,  i started to use this words as my mantra, which i got from Picklebums

'This too shall pass...' 

surprisingly, it helps
it really does!

run najah run!

this post comes a month late after the actual event
just would like to share the video of najah runs during her sports day last time
tee heee...

Apr 29, 2013 | Main lari-lari eh najah?? by jajashaliza on Keek.com

at that time, i just found out that najah is the tallest in her class
yep, even the boys are shorter than her
haha

and nope, she did not win any medal
apparently a boy in her class changed his lane into najah's lane while running, hence slowing her down
however, despite the loss, she still put up an awesome winning smile

winning or losing doesn't matter
because you still completed the race right?
what matters most is that you are able to enjoy yourself!
even though it started to rain cats and dogs halfway through the event
yikes...

Isabel Marant vs Skechers SKCH+3 sneaker wedges

truth to be told
all my life, i have never been such a sucker for shoes
or slippers
or sandals
or wedges
or whatever seangkatan dengannya

yep, i'm not bluffing here
you can ask my husband(~dohhh)

i only update my shoe cupboard only once or twice a year
normally i'd buy something that i can wear for the office and for my daily wear as well
until that particular shoes or slippers are already worn out, then i'd go and hunt a new one

but, ever since i laid my eyes on this one
i can't stop thinking about NOT having it
it's isabel marant sneaker wedges and yes, i notice that it is way out of my ATM league
haha
but still, i could not stop myself from drooling over this gorgeous thing

they come in many colors, but my heart are already fixed at the middle one
cair~

via pinterest

and then, i found out that skechers also come out with similar sneaker design called SKCH+3
this one below is called SKCH+3 Raise the Bar

Skechers Malaysia

while this one is called SKCH+3 Raise your Glass

Skechers Malaysia

they have another 2 designs, but i'd prefer both of the above the most 
i still have yet to confirm the price in malaysia, but i'm hoping that it's affordable
so since tomorrow is wesak day, i've already made a plan to go and visit one of the skechers outlet in jb
can't wait!

ps: the last time i wear boots was during my college and university days..oh how i missed that time!

the very first mother's day card

spread the mother's love this month!

no words can describe how i feel when you gave me this
thanks love!

adik ada eczema

another mama's proud moment

this morning, while we were having breakfast at our regular place (the 4 of us), a familiar face approached our table

he asked najah
"kakak, kenapa muka adik merah-merah tu? kakak buat adik eh?"

without hesitant, she answers back
"najah tak buat adik. adik kan ada ECZEMA"

for the fact that she can reply her adik has eczema
for the fact that she KNOWS her adik has eczema
and for the fact that she can pronounce the word eczema itself without any mispronunciation
mama bangga sangat dengan najah

 

mama wish you good luck for your assessment this week

i won't put any high expectations on you since you're only 3, but i still hope that you will give your best shot

mama heart you so much, tau tak?

the intention is good, but...

have you ever encountered any awkward or cynical moment that leave you pause like for the longest time
or just being plain dumbfounded over something good?
well, i sure do

it's not really a big deal, but somehow it does bothers me

the first situation (my story)

place: the office musolla
activity: reading a book during my breast milk pumping session

this particular person enters the musolla, and said to me

'hari-hari akak nampak awak bace buku kat sini, kan lebih elok kalau awak mengaji Al-Quran!'
 i was choked for a while, and then forced a smile back to her

the second situation (a friend story)

place: the office foyer
activity: waiting for dear husband to pick her up and go back home
side note: our office is just beside the UTM mosque and they have this tafaquh class activity every evening after 5pm

the same particular person come, and said

'daripada awak melanguk kat sini, baiklah awak pergi masjid attend class tafaquh tu!'


so, what i'm trying to say is i know that her intention is good
(God bless, she just perform her hajj not too long ago), but the way she approached to both of us is somewhat out of manners
we feel so sentap like that
huhu

for my situation, i was pumping milk from my breast, how can i possibly recite the al-quran while doing that?
i don't know about other people, but for me is just not an appropriate things to do
kan?
so, instead of me staring at the wall blindly, might as well i read books
at least i got something out of it too

and whereas for my friend, her husband is going to pick her up anytime soon, and won't it be troublesome for her to go to the mosque like for 5 minutes, and then going out again because her husband is already arrived?

my point is
being persuasive is good
better yet, it is for a good cause pun
but still, we have to think about others too instead of being pushy and and ended up with the other person being hurt, or sad, or just mad

vote: the very first experience

Alhamdulillah, i've done my part on 5th May
it's quite a long journey for us since we live in jb
you see my voting station is in kuantan, whereas husband is in batu pahat
after my pangkah session early that morning, we need to rush back to batu pahat asap in order for husband to do his part plak
i received a lot of question of why i did not perform my duty at jb itself
well, kuantan is my hometown and my ic still bears that 06 figures
that's why
and at least i get to stop by at my grandmother's house since i seldom visited her

oh on that day, i did not take any pictures of my blue finger
or me, while queuing at the respective saluran
cause you've got to see that scene all over facebook, instagram, or whatevs
so i just don't bother
haha

and the results of the general election has been announced
my opinion is, respect the winners
and respect the unlucky candidates too
for the winners, you have to start carry out on whatever preach that you promise to the rakyat
and for the unlucky one, sit down, analyze, and come out with a new and better strategy for PRU14

source: pinterest

ps: move on already :p

trotro

the only two things i know about trotro are

1. it's about a little grey donkey called trotro
2. and it's in french!!! and sometimes he speaks deutch!!

apparently i notice that najah enjoys watching this cartoon for the past few days from the ipad
and it's kind of funny because she acts like she really can understand what the hell that little donkey was saying and all

and now, she tags along nadeem to watch together with her
omg!


so, should i take french lessons now?
because the only french words that i know are

'voulez vous coucher avec moi?'
matilaa...

Firman: Kehilangan

baru 1st time dengar pagi td kat era
sedap...



here's the chorus of the song

Sejujurnya ku tak bisa
Hidup tanpa ada kamu aku gila
Seandainya kamu bisa
Mengulang kembali lagi cinta kita

Takkan ku sia-siakan kamu lagi

sneaky wife

this coming sunday is najah's kindy sports day
being a mama of course i am looking forward to this event
vair vair excited!!!
can't wait to watch baby girl taking parts in the games
matilah nangis kalau kalah, sebab siyap training kat umah !

but, 
someone is being very annoying when he said he could not be there cheering up for najah
(read out loud: HUBBY!)
pegi mana lagi, kalau bukan pulau
last week it was pulau aur for 4 days, and this time around is pulau tioman pulak for 3 days
yeah, again!

i'm going to admit that i feel hurt being left out with the kids for 2 weekends in a row
and to make me feel even worse, the kindy even handing out a 'daddy' t-shirt to be wear on that day
no 'mummy' t-shirt or whatsoever...
damn it, the teachers must have prepare some daddy-daughter games along the way
takpe takpe

so in order to make up for his absence, i told him that i want to attend the TKC OGA day at Nilai on the 1st of may
i've never been to our alma mater new premises yet, and since we actually did not have any plan on that day then why not?
he says he's ok with the idea...naseb baik, fuhh
he better says OK, because he needs to spend time with the kids
and not to forget his wife here also heheh
and what he doesn't know is, i actually have 'other' plan in mind which i will tell him later
see...you need to get the first approval first before you need to proceed with other plans in order for it to run smoothly
then later that evening, i told him

'syg, since we are going to nilai, why not we stay one night at MALACCA..sure you penat kan drive all the way back to jb on the same day kan?'

haa..nampak tak kat situ
i'm killing two birds with one stone

'you always have something more in your sleeves kan syg! so, is there any other hidden agendas that i should know about??? spread it all... i'm all ears'

haha that's me being sneaky
can't wait meeting with the old friends
and at the same time spending some quality time with just the four of us
and not to forget, mending my broken heart!
sikit je, tak banyak

does he love me?

three days ago, i was watching this one korean variety show
no, not running man...duh
it's called hello counselor
basically, the host plays the part where he/she will try to tackle and resolve any kind of problem that we may have
and this episode that i'm watching is about a housewife who has been married to her husband for 45 years
yes, 45 years? can you just imagine?
it was an arranged marriage by the way
and her problem is that, she doesn't know if her husband love her or not
erk?
like really really love her, even after this 45 years of marriage

for their very first date, they just listen to radio and then go home (ridiculous right?)
they don't hold hand while dating
they don't praise each other
they don't talk much
they don't kiss (errr... but they are blessed with 2 daughters and a son tho..hehe)
and there's this one time while she was painting the wall at her house (she's petite so she needs to stand on the chair in order to reach the high places), and about to fall down, her husband just watch her falling

OMG! what kind of husband is he???
i'd be suffering from depression if my husband is like this
she even asked for a divorce at her 44th year of marriage (of course, not wholeheartedly, but still...)

well, it turns out that her husband didn't really know how to show or express her love for her
he's emotionless, so to speak
but he did told them that he love his wife very much, which bring tears to his cute old wifey
oh, thank god!!!

via pinterest

to me, sometimes in marriage, a small, sweet gestures is all you need
like my husband yesterday
he was dropping me off to office after lunch, and suddenly he whispered 'I LOVE YOU' to me
i am melting ok, because knowing my husband it will be like a million years for me to hear that kind of words from him

influence

i am a one guilty mama
sigh~

and my ultimate crime would be?
introducing k-pop culture to my babies
huhuhu...

you see, oppa gangnam style will stay as nadeem imran's fav song maybe for the longest time



he really dance crazy for this song
well, of course he's not doing the crazy horse dance since he's still barely walks
but you'd get what i mean
hands up in the air
shakes diaper's butt
rolls on the floor
and laugh or should i say scream hysterically

and najah medina's fav song of the moment would be dancing queen by girls generation



she even memorized the dance routine!
please, i don't even know how she do it
i wish i can show it here
but sadly i don't have the technology
(read: i'm a no smartphone user!)
kesian~ 

and what shocking me the most is
she can actually differentiate korean fashion!

last sunday, we were having our family outing at aeon bukit indah
while walking, we passed by a shop that selling mostly korean fashion outfit
for adults and for children
(psttt i don't have to explain what korean fashion is right? i assume you know :p)
surprisingly, she grabbed my hand and said

'mama! mama! k-pop mama!'

whoaa...way to go girl
now, let us do the kiyomi thing pulak
ke gwiyomi???

jentera pilihanraya 2013

blurghhh
i guess i am diagnose with that syndrome again
you know
the syndrome of 'malas-nak-update-blog-walaupun-ade-byk-perkara-berlaku-di-sekeliling'
haha

so, since today is wednesday
this will be my 'wordless wednesday' post
tarraaaaaaa...

if i lelong all this stuffs, agak-agak ada orang nak beli tak?

the proud OWNER...T__T'

ps: hubby was kind enough last sunday to help kemas all the bulky toys
thank you sayang!

pps: hubby was kind enough last sunday to help kemas the toys sebab actually on saturday he appeared on NTV7 kids@fgc. remember i told you that he left us for one week to Pulau Tioman? it is actually for a bubble camp event for young kids where they teach them how to dive, creating awareness towards the marine life and whatnot. since he was been put in-charge of the media team throughout the camp (he's guiding Ben from that Idola Kecil singer!), the 3rd part of the video is all focusing on him and Ben...pffttt tengah bajet retis la tu sekarang ni!

via pinterest: The Story of Kyle

heck
this story is the kind of story that gives you goosebump
but for all the right reason!

 source

bile awak takde

ni dah masuk hari ke 5
awak takde

bile awak takde
saya bangun lambat sikit pegi keje
selalu pukul 6,tapi dah extend pukul 6.30

bile awak takde
saya still breakfast kat aminah
tapi bukan dengan awak, dengan tok abah
huk alohh..takkan dengan staf aminah pulak kan
penat nak jawab pertanyaan diorang tanye awak mane
semalam mamat cashier tanye
harini mamat amek order tanye
tak tau ke saya ni tengah takde suara sekarang
susah payah explain

bile awak takde
time lunch hour hari-hari jalan pergi SUB beli pau sorang-sorang
satu pau kaya
satu pau kacang
memang dah makan nasi pukul 10 tu, tapi kalau lapar macamane?
lambat lagi tu nak tunggu pukul 5
paling gigil sekali sebab tak dapat jejak kaki kat jusco ngan u-mall
sedih...
boleh je nak suruh tok abah datang
tapi awak bukan tak tau perangai anak dare awak macamane
tak pasal-pasal dia buat drama 'mak dera anak'

bile awak takde
hari-hari jugak saya punch out kuar office sharp pukul 5
tok abah punctual, bukan macam awak
kalau awak ade
memang confirm hari-hari saya balik lambat
TT__TT

bile awak takde
saya tetap tak masak kat rumah
tapi malam tadi saya berusaha jugak masak
ayam masak kicap ngan sup sayur untuk anak-anak
tapi kesian ngan tok abah
penat layan karenah si anje
oleh itu, saya berikrar untuk taknak masak lagi harini
makan kat luar ke...
tapau ke...
lagi senang

bile awak takde
kemain lagi najah nak manje-manje dengan saye
buat susu nak dengan mama
mandi nak dengan mama
kaler-kaler nak dengan mama
tidur nak dengan mama
dukung nak dengan mama
pitam~

bile awak takde
nadeem maintain ok
sebab mama dia ade
hehehe

tapi ape apepun

                                                                        Source: imgfave.com viajaja on Pinterest

terrorist tak semayang

i found out a few days ago that Mat Luthfi actually has a blog
well of course we know him for his funny-but-with-moral-values vlog
and his blog is just the same!
but with his own written word

and this one post, i just couldn't stop myself from laughing loudly

The bom has been planted

Ali, my younger brother asked for Counter Strike for his birthday. We have been playing the game eversince along with my younger sister, Aina. We usually play as a team, but Ali seemed to develop kiasu and got frustrated when he killed the least.

Semua hampa nak bunuh, tinggai la sikit dekat aku.

But he was way too slow; hence we have to kill the enemies ourselves before they get the better of us. Ali ended up playing for the other side.

Mum came and asked Aina what she is doing with the machine gun.

Berjihad!

Mum being mum, looked at the clock and asked Ali

Ni duk berjihad ni, semayang tak lagi Ali? Mana ada orang jihad tak semayang lagi.

To which Ali replied

Terrorist tak semayang.

LOL
here's the link by the way 
http://www.matluthfi90.com/