Firman: Kehilangan

baru 1st time dengar pagi td kat era
sedap...



here's the chorus of the song

Sejujurnya ku tak bisa
Hidup tanpa ada kamu aku gila
Seandainya kamu bisa
Mengulang kembali lagi cinta kita

Takkan ku sia-siakan kamu lagi

sneaky wife

this coming sunday is najah's kindy sports day
being a mama of course i am looking forward to this event
vair vair excited!!!
can't wait to watch baby girl taking parts in the games
matilah nangis kalau kalah, sebab siyap training kat umah !

but, 
someone is being very annoying when he said he could not be there cheering up for najah
(read out loud: HUBBY!)
pegi mana lagi, kalau bukan pulau
last week it was pulau aur for 4 days, and this time around is pulau tioman pulak for 3 days
yeah, again!

i'm going to admit that i feel hurt being left out with the kids for 2 weekends in a row
and to make me feel even worse, the kindy even handing out a 'daddy' t-shirt to be wear on that day
no 'mummy' t-shirt or whatsoever...
damn it, the teachers must have prepare some daddy-daughter games along the way
takpe takpe

so in order to make up for his absence, i told him that i want to attend the TKC OGA day at Nilai on the 1st of may
i've never been to our alma mater new premises yet, and since we actually did not have any plan on that day then why not?
he says he's ok with the idea...naseb baik, fuhh
he better says OK, because he needs to spend time with the kids
and not to forget his wife here also heheh
and what he doesn't know is, i actually have 'other' plan in mind which i will tell him later
see...you need to get the first approval first before you need to proceed with other plans in order for it to run smoothly
then later that evening, i told him

'syg, since we are going to nilai, why not we stay one night at MALACCA..sure you penat kan drive all the way back to jb on the same day kan?'

haa..nampak tak kat situ
i'm killing two birds with one stone

'you always have something more in your sleeves kan syg! so, is there any other hidden agendas that i should know about??? spread it all... i'm all ears'

haha that's me being sneaky
can't wait meeting with the old friends
and at the same time spending some quality time with just the four of us
and not to forget, mending my broken heart!
sikit je, tak banyak

does he love me?

three days ago, i was watching this one korean variety show
no, not running man...duh
it's called hello counselor
basically, the host plays the part where he/she will try to tackle and resolve any kind of problem that we may have
and this episode that i'm watching is about a housewife who has been married to her husband for 45 years
yes, 45 years? can you just imagine?
it was an arranged marriage by the way
and her problem is that, she doesn't know if her husband love her or not
erk?
like really really love her, even after this 45 years of marriage

for their very first date, they just listen to radio and then go home (ridiculous right?)
they don't hold hand while dating
they don't praise each other
they don't talk much
they don't kiss (errr... but they are blessed with 2 daughters and a son tho..hehe)
and there's this one time while she was painting the wall at her house (she's petite so she needs to stand on the chair in order to reach the high places), and about to fall down, her husband just watch her falling

OMG! what kind of husband is he???
i'd be suffering from depression if my husband is like this
she even asked for a divorce at her 44th year of marriage (of course, not wholeheartedly, but still...)

well, it turns out that her husband didn't really know how to show or express her love for her
he's emotionless, so to speak
but he did told them that he love his wife very much, which bring tears to his cute old wifey
oh, thank god!!!

via pinterest

to me, sometimes in marriage, a small, sweet gestures is all you need
like my husband yesterday
he was dropping me off to office after lunch, and suddenly he whispered 'I LOVE YOU' to me
i am melting ok, because knowing my husband it will be like a million years for me to hear that kind of words from him

influence

i am a one guilty mama
sigh~

and my ultimate crime would be?
introducing k-pop culture to my babies
huhuhu...

you see, oppa gangnam style will stay as nadeem imran's fav song maybe for the longest time



he really dance crazy for this song
well, of course he's not doing the crazy horse dance since he's still barely walks
but you'd get what i mean
hands up in the air
shakes diaper's butt
rolls on the floor
and laugh or should i say scream hysterically

and najah medina's fav song of the moment would be dancing queen by girls generation



she even memorized the dance routine!
please, i don't even know how she do it
i wish i can show it here
but sadly i don't have the technology
(read: i'm a no smartphone user!)
kesian~ 

and what shocking me the most is
she can actually differentiate korean fashion!

last sunday, we were having our family outing at aeon bukit indah
while walking, we passed by a shop that selling mostly korean fashion outfit
for adults and for children
(psttt i don't have to explain what korean fashion is right? i assume you know :p)
surprisingly, she grabbed my hand and said

'mama! mama! k-pop mama!'

whoaa...way to go girl
now, let us do the kiyomi thing pulak
ke gwiyomi???

jentera pilihanraya 2013

blurghhh
i guess i am diagnose with that syndrome again
you know
the syndrome of 'malas-nak-update-blog-walaupun-ade-byk-perkara-berlaku-di-sekeliling'
haha

so, since today is wednesday
this will be my 'wordless wednesday' post
tarraaaaaaa...

if i lelong all this stuffs, agak-agak ada orang nak beli tak?

the proud OWNER...T__T'

ps: hubby was kind enough last sunday to help kemas all the bulky toys
thank you sayang!

pps: hubby was kind enough last sunday to help kemas the toys sebab actually on saturday he appeared on NTV7 kids@fgc. remember i told you that he left us for one week to Pulau Tioman? it is actually for a bubble camp event for young kids where they teach them how to dive, creating awareness towards the marine life and whatnot. since he was been put in-charge of the media team throughout the camp (he's guiding Ben from that Idola Kecil singer!), the 3rd part of the video is all focusing on him and Ben...pffttt tengah bajet retis la tu sekarang ni!

via pinterest: The Story of Kyle

heck
this story is the kind of story that gives you goosebump
but for all the right reason!

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