clueless

i made a pledge to myself

to not come to the office last saturday and sunday no matter how many tasks that are still undone
to not let anger controlled over me no matter how stressful i will become
to not update the facebook status telling how busy i am (it's actually more to bull-shitting my superior or whatevs)
and most importantly
to not simply oblige to any orders or job tasks if i think i could not handle

however
this superior of mine
gosh...i really wanted to say out loud her name here, but i just couldn't bring myself to

well,
she keeps being so clueless of what's happening around her
and making me break the pledge that i vowed to keep

and just now
she did it again!

yes, being clueless
and thank god she realized it too quickly
because i'm sure my mouth is just about to start swearing to her big time!

via pinterest: new monday

so, sunday is my new monday
the question is, what would become to my monday then?

heck, sorry
still in denial
just arrived home from the office
with hundreds of millions things still unsettled

can't wait for tomorrow

yeah, right

                                                                       Source: maybelline.tumblr.com via Jenny on Pinterest

cekap

guess what?
i am at the office today
probably will spend the rest of my weekend at the office until APRIL
until that RU audit is really over
long cry~

accompany me today is najah
instead of making myself busy with the works, i just couldn't keep my mouth from shouting

'Najah, don't touch my things!'

'Najah, stop messing around!'

'Najah, keep your voice down!'

'Najah, do your homework!'
'Najah, drink up your milk!'

and so on TT___TT

HOWEVER, najah misbehaving didn't made me boiled down to the bones
the email that i received this morning that really pissing me off
here's some part of it

"b. jaja cekap, jadi saya minta maaf kena beri yg author 4-10 orang......."

which is like over 250 data that needs to be edited!!!
i'm not sure about everyone else in the team, but hopefully they get the same amount of data 

and wanna know the best part

"saya ada masalah mata kanan, so, minta tolong semua siapkan data sebaik mungkin, kalau saya 'out' perlu ada yg take over drp saya"

which i can already guess who's that lucky person are

heishh
so much for being cekap
over cekap, they made use of you
being incompetent lagilah masalah
 

boss

so, how's the long chinese new year hols?
i'm sure everyone did enjoying their precious moment together with their love ones,
coz i did ^^
owh, we went to langkawi by the way
and i WILL TRY to write about that trip later, IF i got the time!

this afternoon, we were picking up najah medina from kindy
usually the teachers will walk najah to the car, instead of us stepping out of the car
but today, we were a bit late so najah waits for us inside her class
while waiting for najah to put on her shoes, i had this short conversation with teacher khairina

me: so, najah macamane? is she doing okay?
teacher khairina: OK sangat. among her friends, she's like their ketua.
me: huh? ketua? a good kind of ketua, or more like a picky little boss???
teacher khairina: she acts mature despite her 3 years of age. if ada some of her friend yang nangis, she will the first one to pujuk that friend. siyap usap2 belakang lagi!

yep, i'm having that 'i'm-a-proud-mama' moment again!

Via Pinterest: Work for a Cause

a gentle reminder to myself
cos after all, our ultimate goal is the one and only Jannah