clueless

i made a pledge to myself

to not come to the office last saturday and sunday no matter how many tasks that are still undone
to not let anger controlled over me no matter how stressful i will become
to not update the facebook status telling how busy i am (it's actually more to bull-shitting my superior or whatevs)
and most importantly
to not simply oblige to any orders or job tasks if i think i could not handle

however
this superior of mine
gosh...i really wanted to say out loud her name here, but i just couldn't bring myself to

well,
she keeps being so clueless of what's happening around her
and making me break the pledge that i vowed to keep

and just now
she did it again!

yes, being clueless
and thank god she realized it too quickly
because i'm sure my mouth is just about to start swearing to her big time!