the time of my life

sad isn't it?
the only reason of why i'm here today is for a book review
-___-
but, oh well
it is not exactly a review but just how i felt after reading this one

this morning i posted this on my instagram and fb
it is taken from the last paragraph of Cecelia Ahern's, The Time of my Life

life... is just and ordinary plain little word
but of course, it has much more deeper meaning
much more different views from any one of us

how's life affected me so far?
i will hit 30 soon
being married at 25, and blessed with a good understanding husband and 2 beautiful child,
how come i'm not proud of what my life has brought me so far
i'm proud, very...

i have a degree
i have a job (not really happy with the salary, but still i love the job! Alhamdulillah...)
i rant on the job frequently, but who doesn't?
i am surrounded with a good bunch of friends and respected colleagues
and of course, a family who always had my back, who always be there for me

but do i want more with my life?
heck, sure i do
just like everyone else, like every other human beings on this planet
i want to travel more
i want to read books more
i want a 5 figures on my paycheck
i want to give more for my childs
i want a new sets of pretty clothes
conventionally, we just want more of everything in our life
but with only a husband i hope... haha

at times there will be hiccups, boundaries, and or we're facing a big hole with no bridge for us to cross over
at times there will be happiness, laughter, and just smiles on our faces

but, all i want is to be forever grateful and contented with my life
bravely endure with every hardships
and embrace with every comforts and blessings from the One

masih ada...

Pinterest

the words says it all~

to survive this blog, i need to have stories

well, i have stories to tell

a lot...

BUT

there's always a but

i blame it on the work pile

i blame it on the 'raya-mode'

i blame it on the time

i blame it on myself, wholly

but hey, i'm still here once in a while right?

and i might just keep it that way

peace-

raya mode already!

apologize to myself because i was unable to update this blog as often
haha~

today will be my last day for work before raya
can't wait for 4.30pm!
since last week most of my job have been settled
so basically i'm pretty much doing nothing at work this week
it is hard coming to the office everyday having nothing to do, you see
i even begged my boss to give me at least something to do
i know she's busy with something, but i don't know what's up with her?
she just doesn't want to share kut!
but then again, she keeps complaining on and on that she has a lot to do
heishhhh
well, she won't be my boss for long now
and i am so happy with that!
giler jahat--

so, enough with the work rants
raya preps?
so far, we're done shopping for the kids
hubby manage to paint the kitchen wall last couple of days
the house still need a lots of clean up
like super lots!
'kuih raya-in-the-making' will only starts tomorrow
yeah, we didn't even buy a single kuih raya this year
my mom wants it to be homemade plak this time
12 bekas kuih, so kene 12 jenis kuih raya ke?
mati--
my baju raya (errr byk pasang jugak) still pending at my 2 tailors
hopefully they'll be able to finish it on time
please, please i don't even want to think on the worst case scenario
yet!
duit raya pun baru nak tukar harini
our budget is tight, so do expect some penurunan yer anak-anak
hahaha
some last minute shopping also might happen somewhere next week before we are going back to batu pahat

for the first 2 days of syawal, i'll be at my in-laws before heading to cherating where my grandma resides
wow, having writing this i actually can't wait for raya!

oh yes, one more thing this raya is very special for me
you know why?
nadeem imran has showing really some positive recovery from his eczema after consume the elken product - kington isotonic and ig6
this week alone i get to sleep pretty much all through the night instead of waking up every hour
he used to scratch and bleed, that's how bad his condition was
and Alhamdulillah, i couldn't ask for more from Allah of what He has bestowed upon us
  

Henry - Trap

heard this song almost 100 times already
ok, i lied
but, seriously this song is REALLY good!
trust me, you won't regret

Aimy Keisya

hi all
would like to introduce our new addition to the family
the beatiful baby keisya

 

she came into our family 28 days ago as my mom's adopted child

and guess what?

i am the ibu susuan!

never have i thought that i will be a someone's ibu susuan

it does feel weird initially, but it kind of washed away when you see her cute, and pretty little face

but then again, as much as i want to cuddle, or kiss or breastfeed her

there come nadeem imran!

he's pretty much jealous, you see

but in such a cute way haha

i was actually the one that gives out the name aimy keisya

aimy means blessing, and keisya is to live well

hopefully, Allah will bless her all the time and she will lead a good life

with us

so now, our problem is how we should address ourselves to her

her adopted mom is my mom

and her ibu susuan is me

what do you want to call me baby?

mama? kakak?

choose...

Ramadan Kareem

wow
it's already the 3rd day ramadhan
how's yours so far?
mine?
apart from my sleepless night (yep, thanks to nadeem imran!) everything is in good condition
mom is staying over at my place since her husband is away to perform his umrah
so yeah, basically i got a master chef in my house!
it does feels great since i don't have to worry of what to cook and whatevs

source: google

so, for this beatiful month, i would like to wish Ramadan Kareem to all of you. 

May Allah swt accept all of our fasts, 

let us walk away from this month with all our sins forgiven, 

strengthen our relationship with the Quran 

and bring us closer to our family and friend!